Reflecting on 2017

Looking back on how 2017 went, and what I want to accomplish in 2018.

A year is a nice amount of time. It’s long enough to accomplish significant things in one’s life, but it’s not too long as to forget the details of it all. I believe there’s value in reflecting on a project or period of time to see what worked, what didn’t, and what can be done better the next time around.

Globally and politically, 2017 was deeply upsetting and frustrating. I don’t feel like it’s my place to say anything more than that, so I won’t.

Personally, 2017 was one of the best of my entire life. I got married, feel like I have a better understanding of myself, and started a job that has been special and wonderful.

Creatively, 2017 was a year of discovery for me. I started the year with a laser focus on writing. I stayed focused after NaNoWriMo 2016 by continuing to write short stories. I still think about the stories I wrote, and I want to revisit some of those worlds and characters in the future.

What pulled me into writing started to fade. I felt like I was lost in a sea of words, unable to express my vision without using visuals. I still enjoy writing, but I decided to shift my efforts to studying film. I learned about video editing, took a class on recording audio, wrote some scripts, volunteered as a production assistant for a local show pilot, and finished some short projects of my own. I also watched more films than I ever had in the past, which filled my creative bank account more than anything else in my entire life. I’ve slowed down my film watching in the recent months to study and read comics, but I truly love cinema.

As I tried to materialize the scripts I wrote into actual projects, I kept hitting this mental and financial barrier. I don’t want to ask people to do free work for me, ever. I believe people should be paid for the work they do. So I would put together budgets and plan out how to make it all happen. Making a film, even a short, micro-budget one, is an incredibly difficult task that requires the coordination of many people. That’s a difficult hurdle for me to clear because I thrive creatively when I can be alone with my thoughts and projects. Attempting to bring the projects I had in mind from the page to life felt, and still feels, like something I’m not capable of doing yet.

During this time of feeling stuck, I became good friends with Zach Link, a neighbor of mine who illustrates and makes comics. We would talk endlessly about our love of manga, among other nerdy things. The more we talked and hung out, the more it dawned on me to revisit illustration and making comics. It’s a medium that is fairly accessible–just a pen and some paper will get one pretty far. Also, this may sound like an odd thing to think about, but I want what I spend my free time doing to be something I can do for the rest of my life. I, hopefully, will be able to draw for the decades to come.

Growing up, I used to draw quite a bit. I’ve read comics and manga for most of my life, and my enjoyment of it has stayed steady. I had a few bouts in the last five years of taking drawing seriously, but it never stuck. Zach and I talked quite a bit about it, and I decided to go for it. I’ve managed to draw every day since September, and it has been really special and important to me. I’ve been working hard to grow as an illustrator so that I can more easily express my ideas visually, as well as studying the art form of comics. I don’t feel confident in my abilities or style yet, but I can see that I’m getting better (which I couldn’t tell as easily while writing prose).

I enter a mental place of bliss while drawing that I haven’t before. It’s that sense of calm that makes it all feel right. Plus, with comics, I get to integrate writing with drawing. It’s a win-win in my mind.

I shifted around quite a bit creatively in 2017. I discovered so much about myself and what I want to be spending my time on. I’m aware and grateful that I have the privilege of exploring different artistic mediums to discover what feels right for me. I’m at my best when I’m creating things. It brings me an immense amount of joy, and it allows me to express myself in ways that I may not even be aware of at the time.

If 2017 was the year of discovery, I want 2018 to be the year of growth. I’m going to focus on learning and becoming the best comic artist and illustrator that I can be. I’m going to continue to learn the fundamentals and keep drawing every single day.

What I Accomplished in 2017

  • Wrote two short stories and four pieces of microfiction. Lunar Space Colony is the short story I’m most proud of. I’m going to revisit it in comic form in 2018.
  • Wrote, shot, and edited a short film about isolation called Hanging in There.
  • Watched just about 100 films.
  • Drew every day since September.
  • Participated in and completed Inktober 2017, a month-long challenge to complete an illustration in ink throughout the month of October.
  • Published 10 comic strips as part of my Waves webcomic.

What I’m Setting out to Do in 2018

  • Draw and self-publish a ~40-page comic.
  • Put together a book of my best illustrations and sketches at the end of the year.
  • Post my artwork on social media regularly. I want to get better at being consistent and sharing what I’m working on.
  • Start a monthly newsletter to collect the best of what I’ve done for folks who are interested.
  • Continue to draw every day.
  • Study figure drawing and color theory.
  • Set up an online shop to sell some comics, prints, and other merch.

Thank You

Thank you so much for following along and supporting me. I truly do appreciate it, and I’m going to keep doing the best that I can!

My Brother’s Wedding

The video I made and my favorite photos from my brother’s wedding in Maine in August 2017.

This past weekend my older brother got married on the coast of Maine. I took some photos and shot some video (which I edited together above). It was a beautiful weekend. It’s a rare and special thing for so much family and friends to come together.

Here are my favorite photos from the weekend:

Shane and Mary Wedding - 7
My brother and Mary after the legal ceremony
Shane and Mary Wedding - 60
Nicole during the family photos
Shane and Mary Wedding - 57
Abagail during the family photos
Shane and Mary Wedding - 71
Ceremony
Shane and Mary Wedding - 25
Me in Boothbay, Maine
Shane and Mary Wedding - 16
A small boat on the water
Shane and Mary Wedding - 91
Abagail looking out onto the Maine waterfront
Abagail on the Waterfront
Abagail on the waterfront in West Bath, Maine
Shane and Mary Wedding - 112
Sunset

Hanging in There Announcement & Stills

Details on my upcoming first short film.

I’ve been working on a short film titled Hanging in There. It’s my first fictional video project, so it’s a bit of an experiment. I began writing the script and planning the project in May, and I started shooting today.

Dylan, the main character, is unable to leave his apartment. But he’s getting by.

Hanging in There is all about restraints. I’m the only actor, and it takes place entirely within an apartment. Not having to deal with casting and locations seemed like a nice way to get familiar with the process of planning, shooting, and editing a short film.

I still have a handful of scenes left to shoot, but so far, so good. I’m aiming to have Hanging in There finished by the end of July.